Okay, so I have this, ah, part of a shrub crisp dry and ready to go. And since I really need only the tiny ammount to get where I wanna be I am good for at least two weeks. Normally I'd say "for a month" but as it happens, when you have lots, you end up consuming more.

I figured i need to educate myself on the subject, so I'm eating cedar nuts and watching Breaking Bad for the first time. Lucky me.

So, yes, I did it. I believe it was about 140 kilometers total + snow storm. And that was my 4-th solo drive EVA. I feel so tired  proud ><

Nervous!

This weekend I am to help my friend move to his new apartment  This includes driving a car full of certain plants straight across the city, woo. The catch is, I'm a shitty driver who had just barely got his driving license   a few months ago X)

Urk?..

Got up relatively early today, but did absolutely nothing with my time. Played some MK with my brother and got my ass handled to me, which got me depressed (normally that wouldn't, BUT, well, normally I don't get beaten by him, neither).
I suppose my 'performance' and mood was greatly affected by my marijuana induced 'trip' if you can call it that  - I was not aware you can actually do that on pot, but wow. Not only that I got some promising creative ideas, but I also found magic lantern - don't tell me now nothing useful ever comes from using drugs.

Useful tools aside I got some fun idea for a story - if I ever start writing again, this is definetly worth a shot.
I doubt the theme is entirely new, but proper form and execution would make it work just the same. And it could be fun. And maybe for a few days I will be able to ponder about this story of mine instead of thinking how I would reply in some stupid discussions online I was not even a part of - I always do that when my mind is not occupied. Sometimes I think about writings as well, but it never leads to any actual work being done since I only roll the words in my mind with no final goal in mind. The fun part about yesterday is that I had seen the idea in its entirety - ending and morals and what have you.

The down side is, that the second part of the trip was rather sad in terms of overall mood. If I was on shrooms, I'd probably end up crying or something. The images of life just slipping away through our fingers, the briefness of it... This picture is responsible:
I think it is amazing in so many ways! Some of them are pretty extreme so I will not express them here.
I should start sketching the way I saw this image in my mind. But i feel lazy so instead I did two panels of that  little comic me and P. had thought about like a year ago.
MAYBE if I finish it she'd be glad enough to come over, so we could fuck -_-
Having just one girlfriend sucks. Having no girlfriends is mostly ok excluding the days you really want to screw somebody.

Coffe

If i had coffee-machine like that  ^ I might have started liking coffee.
Long time ago, being a little child, I found out that even plain water tastes better if you drink it from big expensive glass. Something like that should work as well.

Hello

This here be my blog in English. The goal is mostly self-diagnostic so give it no mind.